Waitng game

Copy from my old blog.

The wait for exam results is horrible. 2 weeks left and it feels like forever. I have a feeling I am resitting one of them which is disappointing really considering I new the subject. I just forget it in the exam and then remembered it when I came out. Simple things threw me in that exam like not realising that s+1 was the same as 1+s. I mean hoe silly is that. The lecturer is going to think I am a complete idiot. I feel so stupid. But I was talking to a tutor about it and he suggested it was dyslexia related something to do with a processing disorder thing. I wasn't sure what he was on about but basically he said it is common to not see the link between things that you do now and that your memory could figure it out in 1 minute time or an hour time or never. Just my luck it waited till I got out of the exam. If I resit I hope the same doesn't happen again. In the other exams I think I did pretty bad on one and ok on another and pretty well on another one. Basically the marks will not reflect what I now and will not reflect the effort I put in. Story of my life. On the good side I found out unofficially that my dissertation mark was good don't no exactly what it is yet though.

I found out 2 weeks later that I had past my exams with a first.